November - 2006
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November 21, 2006 - I like how I've gotten into a habit of writing once a week =) Then I don't feel like I'm neglecting this journal as much.
"Love is everything it's cracked up to be…It really
is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for."
-Erica Jong
That quote couldn't be more true for me right now. It's worth the fight, worth the struggle, and certainly worth the beautiful aftermath. I can't think of a person that I've wanted to fight for more than the guy who's in my life right now. He's been amazing. Truly amazing. I look back, and I can't help but see someone who's always been there for me through the thick and thin. And things have been quite thin. It's hurt, and it's been so hard. But he's worth it. And I think we're going to be just fine in the end =)
I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real. And sometimes it fucking hurts, but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got. - Garden State.
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November 14, 2006 - Experimenting with new layout styles is rather fun =) Sooner or later I'd like to do i-frames, but my html is evading me at the moment. I'll have to re-read up on how to do them.
I was thinking about surfaces today. Some are plain and smooth, or rough and jagged, and others have depth. Some look as if they have depth, when in actuality, there isn't anything there. How is it that one determines whether or not there's that depth? Is it such that people are able to conceal things so well that one never knows? Or do people hope for that which isn't truly there in the first place? In one respect you're constantly wondering, and in another you just take things at face value. I wonder which is better. The first causes so much confusion, and being as I have an infinite ability to wonder (I don't know if that's a gift or a curse), I'm always guessing and hypothesizing.
Maybe we're all just Mr. Bingleys and Janes when it comes to our personalities.
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November 7, 2006 - I'm a dreamer. Regardless of how normal life can be, I like to think that there're those colors and highlights to life that exist, and that perhaps I'll be able to have a few of those weave in and out of my life. And maybe some of them will never come to pass, but the dreams are still there. I think of them as embers that fuel the heart and keep the mind and body going. What else is there to sustain life if not those beautiful dreams and desires? There's the obligatory things, the mundane things, the forced things, but where does life take a point to flourish and start to have meaning beyond the ordinary if not for dreams? Whether or not the legends are true, and whether or not they hold any validity, I think people (myself especially included) like to hold those things most dear.
There's a new wallpaper to the visitor section which features Keira Knightley (surprise surprise). =)
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Girl: Jana (Jay-na). 21. 5'5". Brown eyes, brown hair. Half Indian, Half Caucasian. Night owl. Tea addict. College senior. Psychology Major. Interests: Dancing, Writing, Stargazing, Running, Swimming, Photo editing, Reading, Cooking, Astronomy, Tea, Metaphysics, Museums, Science, Medicine, Johnny Depp, Keira Knightley, Music, Movies, Ice Skating, Bowling, Tennis, Drawing, Calligraphy, Art Galleries, Stained Glass, Piano, Watercolors, London, Paris. Loves: Snow, Rain, Seasons, Photoshop, Web Design, Surprises, Great Novels, Classical/ New Age Music, Trying out new recipies, Traveling to new places, The beach, Mountains, Seattle, Finding little hole-in-the-wall shops, Jelly beans, Comfortable sweaters, Christmastime, Dancing with mops/brooms, Scrapbooking (my God, it's addicting). Thought-provoking conversation, Walks, Being creative, Hats, Most things fuzzy.
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