October 31, 2006 - HALLOWEEN - Thank you Ashley for the beautiful graphic! I tried posting it here, but my journal-space is too small, and so it goes over the limit, making it look rather strange. But it was appreciated nonetheless =) I hope you have a lovely evening too!
I'm constantly in wonder of how quickly time passes. I wonder where I'll end up, and how things will unfold. The other day it me - it really hit me of how I'll be independent quite soon. Half of me is excited, and the other is scared. I need to calm that other half down.
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October 24, 2006 - I went ahead and changed the layout yet again! I didn't like the other one that much, and this one wasn't as "forced". It was more inspired, and when photoshop comes easily like that, I'm happy. Hehe, I'm dorky!
I'm actually surprised that I was able to get as much done as I did today. I got very little sleep (anything under 8 hours isn't enough), yet I finished my psychology homework (all 6 pages typed), edited my history paper so that I could turn it in, and was awake enough to take my literature exam which wasn't as awful as I had anticipated. Yay for progress =)
But I will say that I'm very exhausted now. It was as if I was functioning off some internal energy that powered me through the day, and then decided to leave me now. But it's a good-tired . . . the kind where you're pleasantly fatigued from a hard-day's work.
November seems to be the month for incredible movies. I keep counting off the days until i can see "The Namesake" (if you haven't read the book, do so! It's wonderful!) and The Fountain which is about a man's journey through time (2,000 years) to save the woman he loves. Normally something like that would strike me as a rather cheesy/cliche concept, but upon thinking about it, it seems like a plausible idea. Not that anyone would ever live for 2,000 years, but rather, that for the right person, the very course of the planets would change. I love reading about stories like that - where people are so dedicated and loyal that they accomplish something so profound, like tracking down one person who's an entire country away. Time and space become minor problems in the grand scheme of the goal, and all that matters is the target, no matter how far away it seems. Call me a romantic, but I applaud those who have found a way, and made it work.
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October 15, 2006 - Some things are like beautiful carnage - they're lovely on the exterior, and crushed on the interior. Or even reversed. It's hard to say whether it has any redeeming qualities, or if it simply discard material. I wonder why it's so hard to discern what's actually there when your judgement begins to cloud. And with a mind that burns wtih a thousand questions constantly skews it even more.
Girl: Jana (Jay-na). 21. 5'5". Brown eyes, brown hair. Half Indian, Half Caucasian. Night owl. Tea addict. College senior. Psychology Major. Interests: Dancing, Writing, Stargazing, Running, Swimming, Photo editing, Reading, Cooking, Astronomy, Tea, Metaphysics, Museums, Science, Medicine, Johnny Depp, Keira Knightley, Music, Movies, Ice Skating, Bowling, Tennis, Drawing, Calligraphy, Art Galleries, Stained Glass, Piano, Watercolors, London, Paris. Loves: Snow, Rain, Seasons, Photoshop, Web Design, Surprises, Great Novels, Classical/ New Age Music, Trying out new recipies, Traveling to new places, The beach, Mountains, Seattle, Finding little hole-in-the-wall shops, Jelly beans, Comfortable sweaters, Christmastime, Dancing with mops/brooms, Scrapbooking (my God, it's addicting). Thought-provoking conversation, Walks, Being creative, Hats, Most things fuzzy.
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